Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, "thats her"....

And i have always wanted to tell everyone that, that was you ...
But ... you know , you never did , and never will ...

真不知道如何形容现在的心情
总觉得心中的一个角落突然消失了
心仿佛不能再启动，不能再弹跳。。。

有时总觉得自己很傻，很窝囊。。。
自己为了隐瞒自己的不堪
说自己没事
说一切都可以承受
说自己有多么的坚强。。。
但每个人的背后都会有憔悴的时后。。。

我。。。
还是那么的放不下
那么的不舍。。。

但我还是觉定了
照你所说
照你所做
怕你烦
怕你累
怕你不能再接受爱情

也许我很笨，笨的离谱
但宁愿还能看见你开心的一面
也再也不要看见你放弃。。。